ROAD OF THOUGHTS

I stand in the middle of the dark road 

confused like a little girl in a grand fair. 

My thoughts run like a chain of train.

and I am unable to make any decision.

I hear sounds and voices around me 

but I stay in the darkness unable to see,

unable to recognize the sounds around. 

I hear the musical sounds of little birds. 

I can feel the leaves beneath my feet. 

I feel the burning sensation in my feet. 

I feel myself getting wary as time pass. 

I feel like getting more and more tired.

The moment someone snapped their

finger at me was all it taken for me 

to understand that I was laying in 

my bed with my road of thoughts.

A CAGED BIRD

I am a caged bird who cannot fly.

My wings are tied up with burdens.

My throat is sore with no voice coming.

I am a bird with a heavy heart.

I sing songs all day, all night.

I weep silently without anyone hearing. 

I keep on trying to come out of the cage,

 But I am so weak and not able to move.

Everyone keeps making fun of me

and pity me about my situation.

I am a bird who is tired of all this

and wants to escape from this forever. 

I lie in the cage hopping for some

miracle to happen but to no avail.

I keep on singing hopping for someone

to come and help me from this.

Sometimes life does cruel things to you.

At times there are situations that a

little birdie like me cannot handle.

And I lay there weeping silently.

LOST

Why are you lost in this world ?
Are you thinking about someone ?
Why are you lost in this world ?
Are you in love with someone ?

You said to me that you're in love.
Why do you love someone like him ?
Who doesn't even love you like u do.
Why do you love someone like him ?

Why do you sacrifice your life for
someone like him who don't respect you.
Why do you love someone who makes you cry ?
Why don't you move on rather than suffering ?

You're my best friend, my life, my support.
You know that everything I do for you is
for your good, then why do you hate me ?
You know we only have each other...

Then why  are you leaving me alone ?
Leaving me alone to suffer in this world.
You know you're the reason I laugh.
You told me we will be friends forever.

But what about the promises we kept ?
I wish I can meet the old self of you again.
I wish I can take you out from your lost
world and make you feel special again...

 

EMPTINESS

It was a rainy day, the rain

falling like the flowers showering.

This made me sad, very sad

Because this reminded me of my past.

The past I'm trying to forget

the past that haunted me

like the ghost haunting

the past that made me go crazy.

I walked through the rain with him

hand in hand, happy about myself.

But all these went so fast that next

day I woke up to nothing but emptiness.

We promised to stay forever

but the emotions just evaporated that

the next day I felt that emptiness

which lasted forever in my mind.

WHAT HAPPENED ?

What happened to that smile that
made even a sad person happy ?
What happened to that little girl
who made the angriest person smile ?

What happened to that eyes
which had that twinkle ?
What happened to the cheeks that
blushed like the red color of roses ?

What happened to  you that
had the smile, the twinkle
that made everyone happy ?
What happened to you...I ask myself...

A BROKEN SOUL

Longing to see that smile,
the smile that is no more,
the smile that can heal the broken 

heart, the smile that I have missed.

There is a broken soul that is
being hidden by a beautiful smile.
The smile is beautiful yet sad.
The pain grew faster like the flowers falling.

The heart is broken, soul is broken
but can't be seen to the fakers.
The soul searched for relief but saw
only fakers who never cares for you.

My heart breaks at that sight.
Why can't they smile like always ?
Now the pain is more as the smile fades
with tears coming from the broken soul.

MOTHER

Mother, the love of my life.
My heart, my soul, myself.
Nothing can define my love
for this beautiful woman in the world.
My heart beats for her.
My eyes sparkle at her presence.
My mind calms when I see her.
Mother's love, a thing that cannot be expressed in words.

SAD

What is there to be sad
when happiness finds its way to you ?
What is sad when you are 
able to describe happiness by yours.
Sad, a word not to be pronounced anymore
when you are able to pronounce happiness.
Don't be sad for there will be
happiness coming to make your world brighter.